There is so much going on around me. And I feel some days I’m the drama queen of it all. I have tried to stay calm. I have tried to work on my attitude. It has been easier as the school year comes to an end… but still. I found my self yelling at the kids instead of working on the issues. I find myself wanting to play mindless games and ‘get lost’. I don’t want to deal with reality at this moment. Problem is.. I have a family.
It wasn’t like when I was single or even just the two of us married… I could hop in the car and take a vacation. Just over the weekend. It made life easier. Or the times I went to meditation classes. It was my schedule alone. Now… I belong to a family. I love it. I just wish I was better at balancing all of it. Ok, enough. Just wanted to put this out here for my kids when they wondered what mom was like…
May 31, 2012
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